Singin' and writting songs

When i was a little kid, i always wanna be a tons of things
be a dancer when i performed in the dancing club, or be a singer in my days on the glee club
also be an arqueologyst when i learnt about antique history, also being a writter since i'm 15
now i'm 20 and i wanna be ALL that and also, a graphic designer.

My dad said i'm a dreamer, and i wanna do so many things that i'll do nothing in the end
but i dont listen, cause he says that being special, or not normal in his own words, it's kinda bad
being dreamer is the best thing i have, or i think that about me, and i dont know, being like that makes me have many ideas

Since 15, i only tried to write a poem or a song, but i never could do it :/
or no conciously
when, in days like today
even if my voice's not the best to sing, it just...came out of my mouth...
hours ago, of course
and when i was driving home after work
it was...cool, well, for someone that doesnt have an idea about how write a song

the problem is that i wanna write it, or sing it, and it just cant come out :/
and if i think about it, it's like a piece of jerk, and also, not the same i song before...
the next time, i wanna show it to you
or i'll try
it's a good way of expresing yourself
the think i can remmember about the two songs
(hell yeah, there was two, one when i was doing to my job and the other one, returning to my house)
was that one talked of mother earth
and the second one was about a broken doll who was trying to stand up and try again to be better :3